I have the best friends ever!

I cannot express how awsome my friends are :3

Story time ;)

So today I got the worst neck pain in the history of neck pains ,so bad that I couldn't look to my left or up.It was horrible :(
And so my friends decided to go to a supermarket and buy some goodies.I wanted bananans.I got bananas.You have no ideea how much that meant to me :))
Also,after joking in the bus about how I would arrive at home with my neck,my friends decided to take me home.We walked but it was still better than walking by myself with my neck in that weird position.And after arriving home I literally cried of pain,so my friends made sure to cheer me up :3

Today made me realise how special little things can be.Food,friends and laughter can heal more than money or medecine.

Please please plase appreciate your friends because true friends will never stab your back and will take care genuinely of you.And they deserve your time,attention and even money if needed.Money comes and goes but true friends stick with you.Give them some appreciation and love ;)

Hope we can all do that :)

Have the best day ever :3 :)


With love,

Alexandra

How many times people have told me to change

        

Too many times.
I think I reached Infinite.......


                                                     
                                                    Not this Infinite though :))


Since Middle School I was told to change to fit in.
I was told I should shave my body hair (not head though :)) ) ,to dress prettily ,trendy, to hang out with the cool kids etc.I realised I hated what people doing these things were ,so I just hanged out with people I liked and enjoyed spending my time with.Time is precious so don't spend with people you don't like.

Later in high school,the people who were telling me what to do came back.
This time the people have changed,the topiks have changed yet I didn't change too much.

"You should wear makeup".
"You should wear girly clothes"
"You should fix your eyebrows"
"You should straighten your hair"
"You should wear heels more often" (I guess You've read a while ago about my opinion on some torture...I mean girly stuff).

             

So why do people tell people to change either :have too much time
have low self-esteem that they feel like they should change me for not being like them
or it just was imprinted in them due to societys demanding manner
or all of them....

I opened today discussion because I kind of reached a point in my life where I wish people liked me for being a tomboy,noisy,loud,immature,crazy etc.
Sometimes I ask myself if people realise they don't do anything by telling me to change,they just make me not want to change at all because I attract their attention.1 :0 for me :P :))

So to conclude todays subject ,I would like to tell you to just keep your mouth shut in these situation and instead say "You are one ..............(insert what you would like to change like crazy,tomboy) mofo.I love you <3


Positivity is the key.Ya a** holes :))


Babye

Oh and feel free to tweet me,instagram me ,facebook me if you would like me to comment on something.Do it.I know you want it :))


Yours ;)
Alexandra

How being an introvert gets in my way

                                             
So today I'm going to talk to you about how I became an introvert and how being one basically ruined some of the best moments of my life:
So I think I started growing introvert in Middle School when I was bullied a lot and I felt sad for maybe 3 years straight and I just wanted to be alone and I lost my hope in making friends and talking,even going to school lost its charms.I think I was just fine with school,I didn't hate it,but I started to when I was in Middle School, when getting to school was depressing not because of my grades but because of the people I had to spend time with.Sometimes I'm happy God took out all the toxic people from my life from me when I went to High School.And these days I start to believe in karma because I hear some crazy stories of what happened to some of them.

Later in life,even in high school my introvertness (making up words today :D ) followed me but it wasn't so bad.I still have a handfull of close friends,sometimes I wish I had more but I just can't handle big crowds :3
So making friends is hard,but I'm thankful for the people that stuck by :*

This year my introvert side was in bloom because of exam stress and even Driving School didn't help.
Because of being shy and scared,I failed my driving exam twice :O
I'm so thankful I still passed on my third try even though I feel like it was still pushed but anyhow,I'm a driver now :3
Even my dad admited to being a good one.And he's very picky :O


I forgot to say that being the introvert I am,I can hardly stand for my friends and even with my own decisions.I even experience trust issues :3...Little miss crazy me :))


So that's all for today.A belated Happy Easter!


Lots of love and all of you,be brave!You're worth it :)


Alexandra